Every time...

I'm like a child, so excited about my new toy that I have been wanting for months. And when I finally get it it's amazing, and I play with it non-stop. I bring it everywhere so that I don't have to be without it for even a moment. Then one day I leave it at home, and maybe a few days after that I don't even pick it up. Then comes a time, no specific time but lets say perhaps April 17 & 18 when I don't play with my toy for a whole weekend and I don't even realize I miss it.

So it goes with object after object, and thing after thing until you finally realize you have an entire shed full of things and ideas that never went anywhere because you couldn't keep focused for 20 minutes a day and that's why you never got good at anything.