Thursday, March 11, 2010

Funny things in life

I've noticed a funny thing that happens in human psychology, or at least it happens to me, and not just in Human Psychology, also in Physics, and English, and any class really. Not just in classes either, just all around in my life. Whenever I get excited or sometimes obsessed about a new and fun thing I tend to only do that one thing for a long period of time. But then the funny thing happens, you know the one I mentioned in the first sentence? Eventually the blinders come off and the other aspects of my life come into view. Suddenly I have this new thing that I want to hold onto but there's all these other things I have in my life that I can't let go of either, so it becomes a big game of catch up while I'm trying to cram every possible crumb of experience into my life. Then of course something falls behind, and I get upset. Like that general from that movie who's all "We can't leave anyone behind!" You know what movie I'm talking about, "Generic War Movie" I'm sure it made lots of money in the box office. So my body becomes like an army and I can't leave any part behind (this analogy doesn't make any sense to me any more because it sounds like parts of my body are falling off), and then I just get completely run down with everything I've been trying to do and I stop doing the first fun thing that started this whole mess and my life goes back to normal. So is the cycle, so shall it ever be.

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